Hero in training.....

February 12, 2010

It has been long 9 days. I was supposed to email you yesterday (my p day). But the email was down and all day today my companion and I have been harassing the IT guys to get it to work for us. So I will not to be rushed but it is nine pm and I am so tried. Being a missionary is hard work, humbling hard work. I discovered that I know nothing. I am completely at my Heaven Father's mercy. ……I am learning so much that I can't retain it all, and my companion thinks that I study too much and that it is now rendering my progression. I did the stupid thing of praying for humility again last night and today he answered that pray. I wish I could go into details about what happened but there is not enough time. I love you all soooooooooooooooo much………….. I did not realize how much I would look forward to hearing from all of you; it is one of the best parts of my day…….. I want to send you pictures but the computers here will not take attachments so I will have to print them or wait till I am out in the field. My companion is Sister Callaghan and is five foot even. She is interesting……... I thought it would be hard to get used to having someone with me at all times but it is the opposite. I cannot wait to get out in the field some days and others I don't want to leave because there is so much to learn. I regret not being much more diligent in my study of the Bible, Mormon, PMG, and Jesus Christ Gospel in general. Whitnie get on the studying now you will not regret it. Sarah thanks so much for your sweet letters and box. Katie I miss you too and I wonder what this valentine’s project is? Ma and pa thanks for your belief in me even when I lack any myself. Tell Ella that she needs this to Be Baptized, this is so important. The truth of everything is by following our Savior and doing all that is in our power to come unto him. Well I had all these things to say to you and planned out yesterday but my tried mind in failing me. …….thanks SOOOOOOO much for your love and thoughts. I love you all dearly! , my time is up, Sister Schwarz